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I [sign in to see URL], I don't know what I mean. emoticon
I know I have a Spirit Guide, I know I chat with her in my head.(At least I think I [sign in to see URL] only assume this because of my conversations and because at times I can make a post, that is so 'deep' that it could NOT possibly have come from my mind, I'm NOT that educated.)
 I can't or don't do the actual "rituals" needed or said to be needed to prove your worth.....(not surrounded by understanding people. No room to carry necessary items.)
But have any of you ever wished you could have solid, hands on, in front of your eyes, proof of a Spirit Guide, or your Goddess? A written scroll from thousands of years ago, or something to 'prove' that we (Pagan/Wiccan) existed before any other [sign in to see URL] know that many Covens have Book of Shadows or written history dating back thousands of [sign in to see URL] I so envy them.
Am I the only one doubting myself at the moment?? emoticon

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Proof is not something you should seek, because the seeking of it nurtures doubt. I have proof, but don't need it; we do have thousands of years of success, that goes against all odds, all written down in many Grimoires, but that has value as history not as proof.
Is your Guide real? Probably not in a concrete tangible form, Guides by nature are Spirits and as such cannot be proven by any science, but I know the Spirits that accompany me are very real, and they very rarely 'talk' to me, usual communication is the 'in the head' sort that is vague and easily missed if I am not concentrating.
If you think you have a guide, and that guide helps you, then you have a guide, an intangible, unproven but real Spirit Guide.

Only the cynical and stupid need proof and I know you are neither of those.

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Well, yes, I have wished for something. Like the people in angel stories who found a feather the next morning.
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On the other hand, I have so often received communication so clearly that it seems silly to want tangible proof. Like the day sometime in spring when I was wishing for a new partner while sitting in the train. Up came a huge billboard saying "Your new partner is waiting for you!"

Of course, it was an add for a dating site, but it sure made me laugh. There was my answer, too big to overlook.
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Thank you Muladzh, for some reason that post was most comforting. I've been chatting with Saijen and she's also quite wise. And so dear. I think it's "where" I am at the moment, the Karma here crackles with [sign in to see URL] I try so very hard to keep "UP" and positive that it drains me. I also work myself, push myself way more than I [sign in to see URL] used to do it, so that I could get the hell away from here as soon as the "jobs" were done. But now, I need to stay, because of "FAMILY" and each is growing so old and frail. I know I'll regret every 'nasty' thought that passes through my head, but on [sign in to see URL] just pop in and I can't stop them! At least I can or so far can keep from saying them... emoticon
My energy is draining away, I hurt and I'm so emo that I feel like crying pretty much constantly. But I think it's this [sign in to see URL] 'hurts' me to be here.
When I asked the question above yesterday, it was a rough [sign in to see URL] emotionally rough! emoticon
I realize that I do have a Spirit guide, or I'd have not found this little site in all of space and time. And I do know she guides [sign in to see URL] has to or I'd have fallen off the Path by now.
Thank you for the gentle hand to guide me back [sign in to see URL] my guide sent you to post here first.

OH FIRLE..........I got this in my horoscope this morning:

**********A lot of details are still up in the air about a big event or adventure -- and some exciting travel plans might have to be put on hold a little bit longer. Unfortunately, the uncertainty around you will only grow for the next few days. If you can increase activity in your life right now, you will be able to concentrate on keeping yourself calm and positive about not knowing everything all the time. Let the universe take you where you are supposed to go. ************

So I hear you in the weird signs department!

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Dear Queeny, I'm sending even more hugs!

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Of course, we doubt ourselves and have dark days. And you're in a rough place, most definitely. I hope you can go free soon.

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Queeny, when I first started on the path, I wanted proof as well, but as I went along, I realized I really didn't need proof to believe what I felt so strongly in my [sign in to see URL] soul. Others may require [sign in to see URL] outside of this path, but for me, if they're too blind to see the good, then any proof that's provided would only be in vain, as they'd find some way to attempt to explain it away. As with [sign in to see URL] is no proof that God is the [sign in to see URL]'s just written down in a [sign in to see URL]'s a story, and the life of Jesus, I do believe he walked this earth, is, as Muladzh said about what's in the Books of Shadows, just a historical [sign in to see URL] tangible proof.

One way to get rid of negativity is to wrap and onion in red yarn and sweep that onion over every inch of your space. Problem is, you can't do [sign in to see URL], perhaps another suggestion is, if you can find a black candle (white will do if you can't find black) and either, on a small piece of paper you can put under the candle, or etch the words into the candle, put down what you need to happen. It can be single words instead of whole sentences. Things like Peace, Goodwill, Positivity, Acceptance, [sign in to see URL]. You get the [sign in to see URL] allow the candle to burn for as long as you can. A scented candle, in your case, may be [sign in to see URL] can use it as an 'air freshener' emoticon I doubt it would be questioned since you do use incense. The etching, if you go that direction, doesn't have to be [sign in to see URL] closer to the top of the candle, the sooner that thing is poured into the Universe. So, etch the most important things toward the top of the [sign in to see URL] the way around. If you don't want to use [sign in to see URL] use symbols. A peace sign for peace, a smiley face for happiness, a plus sign for positivity, an open hand (can even be a stick figure hand) for acceptance. If someone asks what the heck you're [sign in to see URL] tell them you're doodling. Any other words you want to put on the candle, think of what marks would symbolize that need, if you go with symbols, rather than words. A toothpick works well for [sign in to see URL] even a pencil, but that tends to make rather large lines, and if you're using a small votive candle, you need smaller lines. If all else fails, write down what you need on some paper, and if you get a few minutes to [sign in to see URL] the paper and burn it, allowing the ashes to take to the wind. Also, any amulets/charms you may have, may need to be recharged. I know you have at least [sign in to see URL] you keeping it charged???? A stone you find in the yard, a feather, a snail [sign in to see URL] natural works great, too. Whatever you use needs to be a natural [sign in to see URL], wood, stone, gems,fur/[sign in to see URL] not use man-made stuff like plastic, [sign in to see URL] won't hold the charge, and it just generally bad to use for this kind of thing. Actually, it's not good to use in anything you do that's Pagan/[sign in to see URL] is always best!!!


As for your guide, YOU know she's [sign in to see URL]'s all the proof you really need. I was so sure that the conversations I was having in my head when I had my first guide, was all me, that I really did not pay [sign in to see URL] some things were said that there is no way I had any knowledge about. I had to look some stuff up. Some words were given to [sign in to see URL] American [sign in to see URL]'ve never learned, or spoken NA of any Nation. I made calls to just about all the Native American Nation Headquarters, all over the US and talked to their linguists. Cherokee, Blackfoot, Navajo, Sioux, Cheyenne, Apache. I had 2 words. I found the meanings with the Navajo and [sign in to see URL] also an alternative with the Sioux. One word was Navajo for Hello, the other meant 'Man of the South' or ' He comes from the South' (Cherokee/Sioux respectively)....my guide, at that time, was a Native American [sign in to see URL] not from any of the above mentioned tribes. She was murdered in 1866 during a massacre of her [sign in to see URL] were Plains [sign in to see URL] tribe took the survivors in. She would never tell me which Plains tribe, just that it was in the Mid-Western US. Never doubt the voices in your head, unless they are telling you to harm yourself or someone [sign in to see URL] you'd better go get help!!! emoticon
You need to try to create an armour around your [sign in to see URL] no-stick [sign in to see URL] comes at you just slides right off. That can be another symbol for your candle, is a breat plate, or [sign in to see URL] even a [sign in to see URL] a stick figure inside (put your initial next to the figure to represent that the figure is you). I wish I were there to help you!!! [sign in to see URL] the candle, very lightly in the very top so that it's melted quickly, write: In All That I Do, May I [sign in to see URL] put your symbols around the [sign in to see URL] way, it covers you inside and outside your MOHO.
I hope this helps get you some much needed relieve!!!!

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Saijen you said it !! Queenie your on your path but you just need to accept your guide and follow YOUR path. We are on this earth for a short time before these bodies die make it the best you can. All the proof you need is inside you, you just need to keep searching, like Saijen said you may need to recharge. when its men to be it will happen.
 My guide is in my heart the energy is pouring out. as I am typing I feel amazing!!
 I know I am typing the write words because it just feels right.
 Stick to your beliefs and just think about your path and how you want to go down it.
 I think you should shield yourself in a bubble weeee!! Bouncing around nothing touching you sweet!!

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Thank you all so [sign in to see URL] love here makes my heart swell and so do the tears, even as I type. But they are good tears today. The music I have on strangely enough is "Twilight between two worlds" of the Navajo [sign in to see URL] American. Yeah, my guide is [sign in to see URL] night Mother sang me to sleep (after I knew Saijen was okay from her shots)....but she sang me to sleep with such a beautiful song of distant thunder and gently falling rain. I awoke [sign in to see URL] sleep I've had since being here. Which is weird, because I "feel" like I went walking last [sign in to see URL] normally I feel drained.. emoticon
Anywho......

[sign in to see URL] have renewed that silver ring during the last full moon [sign in to see URL] most definitely will pick up a votive for the "bathroom".... emoticon
I'm using you folks here as my "SHIELD" against the hate and bad [sign in to see URL] if I etch friends into that candle will that work, along with peace and patience?

Needless to [sign in to see URL] again it's time to run! But, will be back.

Ladies, [sign in to see URL] you all and to be [sign in to see URL] are all the proof I really think I actually need, don't I? emoticon

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 I am glad you found some peace emoticon sometimes its right in front of us and we dont see it. Your posting has lead you to see things a lil bit different... thats all you needed YAY!! emoticon Brightest blessings.

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[sign in to see URL] are so very right. Sometimes we can't see the forest for the [sign in to see URL] if we look at small individual things. Then its pretty obvious. You all here have a tendency to point out the obvious when I try to [sign in to see URL] think that is my problem! emoticon
But your all the very best of the best! emoticon

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