Changed perspectives https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/t13435 Runboard| Changed perspectives en-us Fri, 29 Mar 2024 00:25:49 +0000 Fri, 29 Mar 2024 00:25:49 +0000 https://www.runboard.com/ rssfeeds_managingeditor@runboard.com (Runboard.com RSS feeds managing editor) rssfeeds_webmaster@runboard.com (Runboard.com RSS feeds webmaster) akBBS 60 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247860,from=rss#post247860https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247860,from=rss#post247860It was not wealth, but health I was talking about. I hope she can recover completely. And NEVER drop off the grid again... nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Fri, 12 Sep 2014 15:49:04 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247857,from=rss#post247857https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247857,from=rss#post247857Glad to hear that at least financially, Froggie will be okay - if she recovers enough. Could you turn this into a managed estate if she doesn't, just so that there is enough to keep her safe? All the best for both of you, sending love and light.   nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Fri, 12 Sep 2014 06:55:06 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247856,from=rss#post247856https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247856,from=rss#post247856I do not mention my personal stuff very much, but I am wealthy, frog will have a large business in Texas, multiple houses around the country, two bank accounts with plenty of money, and insurance. she will be wealthy for life, when I go. I hope she will be fully recovered by then, as she will need to manage things to get the most benefit from them. She will have 250k a year, for life, if she can work with it, to keep it going. Selling everything will not give as good a return. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Fri, 12 Sep 2014 01:31:06 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247851,from=rss#post247851https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247851,from=rss#post247851I'm happy to hear that Froggy is more aware and seems happy.... I wish better things for you. But as you know yourself better than anyone...I will just say, I hope you make some "plans" for Froggy's care before you 'check out'....and please let us know, if you can....before you move on. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Tue, 09 Sep 2014 19:17:24 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247848,from=rss#post247848https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247848,from=rss#post247848*sending hugs* Glad Froggy seems happy. And my thoughts are with you. May things happen just as you wish.   nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Tue, 09 Sep 2014 06:54:55 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247847,from=rss#post247847https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247847,from=rss#post247847Froggy was up and alert when I rose today, we went to the cabin, tidied up, then shopping. now she is mowing the lawn, with a smile on her face. The results of tests show that I have progressive brain damage, more than the original evaluation 20 yrs ago, and have re tracked neuro paths that make me something different, chemistry wise. Level of disability now 100%, no chance of recovery. The progressive damage will progress until I am unable to move, then I rather think I shall just leave my body. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Mon, 08 Sep 2014 20:31:03 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247835,from=rss#post247835https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247835,from=rss#post247835At least there is progress, and not regression. So there is hope..♥nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Tue, 02 Sep 2014 19:41:57 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247832,from=rss#post247832https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247832,from=rss#post247832I have not been here. I am so sorry for this. Sending love. nondisclosed_email@example.com (MagiCat)Mon, 01 Sep 2014 16:39:31 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247831,from=rss#post247831https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247831,from=rss#post247831*hugs* At least she's willing to learn.   Glad your condition has levelled off. That makes it easier to plan. And I'm not giving up hope that things will get better.   nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Mon, 01 Sep 2014 07:19:30 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247830,from=rss#post247830https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247830,from=rss#post247830Froggy is now behaving like a nine year old. she had a period and hid the dirty panties, because she thought she would get into trouble. I had to teach her what to do. I am going to have a lot of problems if she doesn't advance. I have levelled off I think. No control over my knees, one foot works, one arm works same side. Left hand side is not doing well. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Sun, 31 Aug 2014 22:23:44 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247826,from=rss#post247826https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247826,from=rss#post247826Maybe one day she will return. But she has to find her own way out of the darkness of her mind... ♥nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Thu, 28 Aug 2014 18:52:49 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247824,from=rss#post247824https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247824,from=rss#post247824I hope that she's sorting herself out. It is some progress. Many, many hugs to you both. *sending love and light*   nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Thu, 28 Aug 2014 16:01:18 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247823,from=rss#post247823https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247823,from=rss#post247823The drugs are getting through. Froggy is now responding and can function. She is still not like three months ago, but she is talking, but without emotion, and she stands forever in one place, doing nothing. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Thu, 28 Aug 2014 14:50:36 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247817,from=rss#post247817https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247817,from=rss#post247817Oh, no. And I cannot believe they just sent her home. That's all so wrong.    nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Tue, 26 Aug 2014 07:41:14 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247816,from=rss#post247816https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247816,from=rss#post247816I do not even know what to say or offer except my prayers for you and the Frog.nondisclosed_email@example.com (ReneeS)Mon, 25 Aug 2014 23:41:14 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247815,from=rss#post247815https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247815,from=rss#post247815They have her on drugs...a lot of them? nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Mon, 25 Aug 2014 18:54:04 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247813,from=rss#post247813https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247813,from=rss#post247813They sent a stranger home - I do not know this woman. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Mon, 25 Aug 2014 13:42:27 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247805,from=rss#post247805https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247805,from=rss#post247805The Universe has plans....how mankind carries them out can be nasty, to say the least. My heart goes out to you and to Frog...but I can sigh a wee bit...at least I no longer have to worry about her killing you in your sleep. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Thu, 21 Aug 2014 18:37:40 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247802,from=rss#post247802https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247802,from=rss#post247802It feels horribly inadequate to say anything, or do anything. I'm sending hugs anyway.   Setting the intention that this will be resolved and that the Frog will return to you.   nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Thu, 21 Aug 2014 07:41:38 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247801,from=rss#post247801https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247801,from=rss#post247801I have nothing to say. nothing at all. They arrested Froggy yesterday evening, and hauled her off like a criminal to a secure mental hospital. I have never seen anything so cruel. I am speechless, dumbfounded and stunned. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Wed, 20 Aug 2014 17:20:27 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247794,from=rss#post247794https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247794,from=rss#post247794My thoughts are with you Muladzh, and Frog. I hope you will continue to post from time to time so we know how you are doing. If you don't I do understand. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Justbec)Thu, 14 Aug 2014 11:45:54 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247788,from=rss#post247788https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247788,from=rss#post247788 I have no further interest in keeping this board functioning - so will not be returning very much in the next week, and then not at all. I know you are worse than you ever have been. And maybe death does not bother you. It does not bother me either. BUT...NOT KNOWING, hurts....A LOT! I thought we were a family here. Mind you a very small family...but a family none-the-less? Maybe you don't care what happens to you or to Froggy....but do you care so little for US that you would leave us....wondering if our loved one has died.... I've gone though that twice on RB....reading the obits from the persons HOMETOWN, home STATE...hoping to catch a glimpse of their name, to at least put my mind at rest. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Mon, 11 Aug 2014 17:54:07 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247785,from=rss#post247785https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247785,from=rss#post247785*sending lots of hugs* I am sorry. So sorry. Wish things could be different. Wishing all the best for you and the Frog.   This is probably the end of this board. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Mon, 11 Aug 2014 09:16:39 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247784,from=rss#post247784https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247784,from=rss#post247784the girl I loved for years is gone, leaving a catatonic woman in her place, staring eyes that look at nothing, unresponsive, and uncaring of anything. she will not wash, clean her teeth, or eat. I will be calling for help this week, and she will go away. I do not particularly expect her to improve anytime soon, so have no anticipation of her return. She will be violent where ever they take her, and that will condemn her to a life she fears the most. I have nothing to give her, the Goddess won't let me do anything, so I release her to what ever fate the Goddess has for her. I have no further interest in keeping this board functioning - so will not be returning very much in the next week, and then not at all. Bodily, I am worsening, to what level I do not know, but worsening I am. The level that I am now at is far worse than the first period of disability, so perhaps this is going to end badly, as Queeny predicted. I do not mind, death is different for me, I neither embrase nor repulse it - it happens. I now cannot transfer from a static chair - I need elevating to be able to move from one place to another, I need a special bed, that costs thousands, my specific chair has special needs equipment and will be ready in two or three weeks. Amusingly, I am not depressed, just detached - I am disabled to a degree I never assumed would assail me; so I just wait to see what the Goddess wants of me, no matter what it be. Should you wish to continue communicating with me, send me emails - I can deal with them far easier than a forum. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Sun, 10 Aug 2014 22:55:46 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247778,from=rss#post247778https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247778,from=rss#post247778I hope it helps.... It may not have been your wheelchair that disturbed this woman. Perhaps without knowing it she could feel you... nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Thu, 07 Aug 2014 21:04:13 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247776,from=rss#post247776https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247776,from=rss#post247776*sending lots of hugs* They don't sound like great experts... but they did manage to slap a label on the Frog and get her some drugs. I hope they help. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Thu, 07 Aug 2014 16:25:30 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247774,from=rss#post247774https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247774,from=rss#post247774After having the doctor cancel the appointment for Froggy on Monday, we managed to get a walk in appointment yesterday, and took her to an expensive new building, with multiple sweets that housed many doctors. We had the appointment in sweet 3, and met with the practitioner who seemed uncomfortable with my presence, as if the wheelchair somehow presented something unpleasant to her. Anyway, she examined the Frog, and determined that she has sever psychotic depression, and is dangerous. As I had told of the episodes when this was completely evident, I inwardly praised the practitioner for her astute hearing, and creating the diagnosis from witness reported behaviour. They truly are useless, but at least I got the drugs needed to give Froggy time to fix herself. The practitioner reported Froggy as practically catatonic, unresponsive and uncooperative. She told me to take her to the psychiatric centre, and ordered me to call the Police if Froggy displayed any further aggression to me. If I do not call the police and anything happens, I will be in trouble. Such nice people, but I will comply - I cannot deal with the violence Froggy has displayed in the last three weeks, and most certainly, if she displays any more, I will call for assistance. nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Wed, 06 Aug 2014 12:30:02 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247770,from=rss#post247770https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247770,from=rss#post247770The Dragon has a mind of its own, it has opinions that I don't, it wins with a typing competition.nondisclosed_email@example.com (muladzh)Tue, 05 Aug 2014 15:44:05 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247768,from=rss#post247768https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247768,from=rss#post247768*sending you and the Frog love and good thoughts* I'm glad you're managing to arrange things to work for you. And it's great to hear that Froggie love the van and actually gets better outside the house.   Hope you can tame the Dragon, too. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Firlefanz)Tue, 05 Aug 2014 10:25:04 +0000 Re: Changed perspectiveshttps://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247766,from=rss#post247766https://bthepaganporch.runboard.com/p247766,from=rss#post247766I hope you can find something that works perfectly Muldazh...don't give up. nondisclosed_email@example.com (Queenyforever)Mon, 04 Aug 2014 18:36:51 +0000