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Some people only like us when we are not a problem. When they can talk about themselves and we listen. But when we need to [sign in to see URL] don't have time or care enough to be the listener...
The Window guy sounds like a decent human being... emoticon

Just know YOU ARE [sign in to see URL] strong. Or in the old fashioned words of my Mother, "this too shall pass." emoticon

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No need for a cam to work Skype. Talking will be good.

Glad the window guy was friendly and just "normal". So sad your friends seem to forget you.

Yes, you are loved. emoticon

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I do not understand humans. I am the same no matter what, but them.. I have better things to think about than why they are so shallow. The loneliness is getting to me though. Froggy has been my constant companion for seventeen years, so to be without her is hard. The child that is here now is not Froggy even though there are no alters within her - she has regressed to somewhere and is not my Frog.

I would like to sleep, but can't because the child will do something to annoy, break something, escape and play on the road, or some such other bloody silly thing. Much more of this and I will go crazy.

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You may have to install door and window [sign in to see URL] locks, with keys, up way high. My parents had to do that because my little sister sleep walked....
Dad also had to turn off the gas stove from behind with a wrench every [sign in to see URL] one night she turned that on! emoticon

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Froggy is somewhat better today, still not herself, but progressing slowly.

Today, the loaner wheelchair started smoking from the base unit, where all the power is. Put it outside in a hurry and shuffled back inside on my butt. That did nothing for my well-being; I spent the afternoon shaking like a vibrator plate. I calmed down enough t be able to function after about three hours. I am much worse than I was when I got the loaner chair, so I continue to recede back into spasticity and hyperkinesis. No matter, it will go the way it has to.
I called the wheelchair company and they will come tomorrow - [sign in to see URL], I am a cripple who can't walk, can't look after myself very well, and they can't be bothered to come fix my bloody chair until tomorrow. Able bodied people are a pain in the ass. So I have to wait until tomorrow, before I am mobile in my own house. grrrrr.

The people modifying my van tell me it will be ready Friday evening, and they will get it to me on Saturday morning. That is wonderful, I will be able to go out.

Still no word on my permanent new wheel-chair – I foolishly opted to let insurance deal with everything, rather than get into debt - they are taking forever - ten forms need to signed by my doctor, five more by an evaluator, and three by an independent assessor. Then the insurance company may want to see me, to make sure I am disabled. How the hell can somebody fake constant hyperkinesis – nobody could do this all bloody day long if they tried. The tremors are symmetrical, and balanced - they go the same place every time, do the same thing every time, and keep it up all day. the precision of them is awesome to behold. The spasticity is pretty uniform too - thing happen, and then a specific set of muscles lock up. I doubt anyone could actually pull off faking it.
But of course the insurance thinks I may be doing.

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Eeek, those people don't think. Hope you can get around a little bit until they deign to fix your wheelchair.

*sendings lots and lots of hugs*

Glad to hear that the Frog is getting better.

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Happy to hear a bit of good news on Froggy.. emoticon

And insurance is made up of only people who think every request is a [sign in to see URL] swear. emoticon

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Yes, seems like it. Froggy went again. this is annoying, i cannot take the stress.

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[sign in to see URL] have to resign yourself to take it. I'm certain in your lifetimes you have dealt with much worse.
So either, "man-up" and take it, or call the crisis hot [sign in to see URL] won't get anywhere with the wrong attitude.
And I hope you know that was said out of love for [sign in to see URL] being mean. emoticon

If I was falling apart, you would give me 'tough love' too... emoticon

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The problem is my body cannot take the stress - the complaint that has put me into a wheelchair gets much much worse when I am stressed.

If I call the crisis line, she will never come back.

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